Monday, November 12, 2007

Getting Cold Feet

Horrible weather today and to make matters worse I have a cold. Joe emails and asks if I am going to make it down to drive the car today. No, staying home. The day makes me reconsider what I am doing. Is it a wise choice to spend any of my family’s money on the experience of driving a car for a year. What a terribly self indulgent thing to do. This is not the first time I have had this thought. There are many things we can do with the money that are of higher and greater value than borrowing a car for one year. I decide that I must test my assumptions and reduce the total amount I am willing to lose. At dinner last night I did not ask my mom about using the garage. It did not seem right since I had written about it the day before. I felt like I would have been taking advantage of my mom. Sorry Mom. After further introspection I decide that I must be upfront with everyone that I am dealing with regarding this project. I will have to tell Joe and Greg, the sales guy at Ron Tonkin, about my plans. It does not seem fair not to

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